ramblings

been ages since ive last blogged, aye?

been neglecting it, ya i know. n have no reasons for it except MALAS..

HIHI

malas lah nak update sedangkan byk je benda nak cite..serious banyak

tapi malas, camne? huhu

so wana go on holiday. tomorrows mondah n ive my monday blues dah

bummer, depressing

wuwuwuw

oklah, wana catch when in romw with him

daa

New Charles & Keith Shoes for Sale

*sticky mode*

ok, first up,..saya tak reti nak pakai kasut tumit tinggi (sebab saya da sememangnya tinggi..huhu..perasan jap)

tapi sebab mengada dan sebab desakan adik-adik saya suruh cepat sebab mereka sudah penat tunggu saya shopping kasut berjam-jam tapi tak pilih-pilih juge, saya pun beliiii without thinking twice

masa cuba tu, nampak mcm menarik tertarik, mmg da bomb abislahhh

but as usual, bila da beli tu baruuu la menyesal..sbb heels nya sgtla tinggi..sgt menggugat capability kaki saya..

baru try2 pakai dlm rumah for 5 mins..kakiku sudah merah2 tanda mengamuk sbb sakit..

alaaaa, mcm mana nak jadi gisele bundchen niiii...

geramlaa..

jadinya, saya terpaksa akur bahawa saya mmg tak bole pakai heel sebanyak 4-5 inch tu..sbb kaki saya dah manja sgt pakai flat, wedges yg tingginya ala suam-suam kuku saje...

tak pernah pakai pun kasut ni taw..sob sobbb :(

jadi, saya terpaksa la berpisah dgn kasut ini, jikalau ada sapa-sapa yang sudi..walaupun saya tau takde sapa baca blog ni tapi i just want to give it a try..kot2 mana la tau ada org belii

plss plsss..i wanna get ridddd of this shoesss sbb tatkala memandangnya saya rasa bingung, kempunan, sakit hati, marah..

anda akan menolong mengurangkan kadar suicidal di negara ini jikalau anda membelinya..huh-hu :)

baiklah, description...

kale : gold with a slight hint of silver

size : 370 (size 5 or 6 kot..kaki saya sederhana kecik)

inch : ni yg menyampah ni..4-5 kot..tapi tinggi lee

* saya bagi sekali shoe box and paper bag skali *

HARGA : RM99 sahaja.

dan saya yg baik hati ini akan deliver ke door step anda (hanya yg tinggal di KL)..tapi yg dok jauh2 tu silalah bayar sendiri post charges yee

ok..pixxx

bought on 1.11.2009. never worn anywhere since

shoe box

pandangan atas

pandangan sisi..the heels r really killin me

pandangan atas lagii..

okays..sapa nak..msg saya..(i doubt ade org baca blog ni..huhu..tapi takpela..try je.. :) )

Conversation with Aeisya

Date : 20.02.2010

Time : 15.00pm

Location : Rumah

Aeisya (A) : Auntie ti, nenek punya name apa? (sambil pegang kertas and pen mcm nak amik order)

Auntie Ti (AT) : hasnah...(sambil tak layan sebab sibuk update blog)

A : takkk...nenek punya name laa...

AT : HASNAH laa. HASNAH (sambil tak layan aeisya)

A : takkkkk (nak nangis dah masa ni)

Erin : eja la..dia nak awk eja tu

AT: ohhh.. okla..'H'

A : ok

AT : 'A'

A : dahh

AT : 'S'

A: pastu

AT : 'N'

(masa ni aeisya kejap2 kua masuk rumah)

A : then?

AT : A

A : pastu auntie tiiii?

AT : (diam jap sebab tak ingat..) ape eh..'A'

A : 'A' dah laa

AT : see..auntie ti want to see...(sambil bangun dari kerusi sebab nak tgk dekat kertas yg aeisya pegang ape yg die tulis)

AT : takde pun? aeisya tulis kat mana?

A : aeisya tulis kat situ (sambil tunjuk kat dinding yg dia da conteng)

AT : laaa, aeisya conteng kenapaaa...

A : sebab ni kan rumah nenek..(mata terkebil2 n muka innocent habis)

(translation : nenek punya rumah, aeisya kena tulis nama la, sebab ni kan nenek punya rumah..)

huhu, her innocence always make me smile and laugh. see how budak kecik yang suci murni chop benda that they own by just putting/writing their name on it..just like their pencil case, their school bag, their meal.. :)

*kepada sapa yg tak paham, sila dok dendiam..huhu*

long post

as expected, me and him dont celebrate V-Day..

cant remember if ive ever been given any flowers or bears or whatever that guys give their girls on that konon special day...


pernah ke? jap pk...mmm, if i recall, adala dapat bunga but that wasnt on V-day..or was it? tak ingat dah


anyhoo, nanti cite pasal CNY and V-day..


these pics have been longg forgotten in my BB..thought of posting them here but never had the chance, but always..dont have the mood..


these pics were taken on Hari Wilayah..ive decided to go out with moi family coz he's not around as he has to be in Pasir Gudang..


breakfast first..yeayy..finally i had the honour (ceh, 'the honour' tuu..mcm makan dgn Judge lak) to pekena roti canai Mak Jah yang ever sooo popular tu..

the taste?..sedap..lembut...tapi kecik..n pricey..RM1 for that small roti canai which can be eaten for 5 bites..worth it if sekali sekala la.


then, sementara waiting for aeisya, lepak dkt kedai Pak Ngah,,my uncle..kena tanya soalan popular iaitu bila nak kawen..huhu..ponek da nak jawap :)


after picking up aeisya from her kindie, straight to Ikea, Mutiara Damansara...

aeisya feeling mcm katil sendiri..

bila da jumpa meja, kerusi, pensil dan kertas...alamatnyeee..terpaksela duk la kat ikea sampai esok

eusoff pun feeling sorang2..huhu

ada ciri-ciri keibuan kan kan..huhu

kunun2 cute si wood-wood ni

eusoff exsaited

malas nak rotate this pic..huhu

ololololooooo

then had our lunch at Uncle Lims. i had laksa asam.

tak sedap sgt coz the noodle was a bit tiny for my liking. lagi sedap makan kat tepi jalan je kot


then balikk...


oh, ada satu haritu..i think it was on friday kot..me n my sistas n Yuli went to Time Square after i balik kerja..erin rebonded her hair which looked like papan..haha..while ana coloured her hair..budak2 zaman skarang mmg tak appreciate natural beauty..huhu


me n yuli took the train n waited for ana n erin at Putra LRT hang tuah..n after that we WALKED all the way to TS..haha..but it was fun coz there were not many ppl as ppl have already taken their leaves ro go back to their kampung for CNY..

jalan2, beli belah, then balik naik cab which costs us RM4.50 sorang


on Saturday, went to Cineleisure and watched movie with him. tgk Percy Jackson and lightning-whatever-idontcare tu..

movie tah hape2..ditambah lagi dengan adanya mangkuk ni depan kitaorg..

nak tgk rambut ke nak tgk movie?????

aku potong rambut kau baru kau tahu..hohhh!


on CNY + V-Day, me n my siblings went karaokeing..this one special sikit coz we had special guests joining us iaitu Ewan, Abg Zaidi, Eni n my lil aeisya..hahaha...took up larger room plus two popcorns which costs us RM23 sorang but it was worth it coz we sang our heart out for 3 1/2 hours..


oh..n it was FREE..papa kasi duit n abg zaidi blanja sikit..huhu..bliss

3 budak kepala sewel

gamba wajib kena ade..

si rambut wood-wood..huhu

ewan and adik posing je lebih

aeisya meragam sebab tak dapat nyanyi lagu die

gamba terpakse diterbalikkan takut ade org mati tersedak tgk gamba ini...haha

then on tuesday, 16th tu..we watched valentines day..gilela dugaan nak tgk cite ni..bape kali attempt tah...asyik nak tunggu release je..beratur tah bape kali..kena wat muka tebal lak tu tanya 'release ticket dah kua ke?'..which always disambut dengan gelengan n 'no'....


and in the end, dapatt jugak tgk...nasib baik it was worth it..


but something spoilt my mood

bodohla..whats with guys with tinggi-tinggi hair? ko ingat ko hensem ke wat rambut camtu..sabar je laa


padan muka ada kena amek picture dengan flash..


mental note : next time kena bawak gunting pabila pergi menonton...


okies daaaa

-_-

been long since ive last blogged



lotsa things happened, particularly with regards to my work and personal life



those who knew, knows..those who dont, they just dont understand why im being practically tensed and depressed every single day



i know that life is not all about candy..nor that it is fine and dandy



its all about making the right choices in life..and to bear with the consequences which comes hand in hand with it..



:(



sometimes i just feel like quitting my job, lazying around at home and sleep. gosh i need plenty of sleep, and water. havent had enuff of those since ive started working



definitely not having the time of my life at work. i know that i shouldnt treat the office as if its a shopping mall. but ive lost my interest, ive killed the passion, i felt angered, demotivated and tired. so many factors contribute the feeling. feel like slapping somebody and shout at the top of my lung and then curse..



sigh



on other nore, come to think of it..there are pros and cons in my field of work. my line of work keeps me bz, mixing up with all types of ppl. some are nice (when they dont speak and just let me do the talking without questioning me..less talk, less explanation needed..huhu). some are arrogant bitch(quite a number of times i feel like strangling them to keep them shut). some are just so sweet and polite (especially ladies who are blur on legal terms and just accept whatever i say while smiling..aa..bliss). some are just downright gatal (which i often take it to my advantage to keep them occupied with their gatal'ness which eventually will take their mind off whatever they are about to sign on..heh)



it is a fun thing to do if ur that type who loves travelling, spending ur days outdoor on a blazing sun. AND WHO DEFINITELY KNOWS THE WAY TO GO A CERTAIN PLACE ASAP, BE IT IN KL OR THE OUTSKIRTS OF KL..unlike me..hopeless! even if i DO have a mini GPS. bleurghh!!



maybe i shud get married. maybe then ill be able to reach the ultimate NIRVANA. haha. whatever..



anyhoo,



its 4.58 pm


GOT TO SIGN AND CHECK SOME MORE DOCUMENTS

BLAH..bosan

bye

lalala~

am going to Klang in just a few minutes, am waiting for the documents to be ready now..

weeee~~

gumbiraaa...huhuhuh

tadi makan lagi sambal mama yg semlm..gile boleh cirit birit kottt sbb punye la byk gila sambal dlm tupperware tu saye bedal..

hoh~

just hope later when im with client i dont do anything unthinkable, yakni bersendawa dan mengeluarkan angin dr badan..alamatnye terbau lah petai..ahahaha..

huhuhu..its already friday..yahu2..n i hope federal x jam at this time of hour and few hours after this bila im done with my job..

wana go shoping but duit tarak..

eh salah salahh..

bukan takde ye tapi tak cukup

what to do this coming weekend?

oh next thursday, am oblige to play futsal at subang at 7ish pm. woh! tak penah main ok..why did i sign up for that? why laa..dahla lawan mbsb..wuwuwuwuuu...takuttttt

:-0

okla, wana get ready..

yippiiii :)

papai

down weyh

......down down downnn...

think the song of my life right now would be 'DOWN' from that indian guy..jay sean ke?..whatever his name is

sigh

bosan

for lunch today, ate nasi lemak mama. gila sedap mama punya sambal petai. nyum2. sampai menjilat sudu. huhu. erk, just hope that whoever goes to the toilet after me do not complain abt any smells..particularly the smell of petai..haha

hm, today i need to go to puchong. AT 6. boleh cacat otak ku kalau begini la hari-hari. bleurgh

lagi2 kalau dapat dokumen lambat. just imagine if signing is scheduled at 6pm, i wud only get the document at 5.15. and to be at the federal highway at 5-6 pm is just simply F*CKISH..if ever ada word tu dlm dictionary

i must have not done something to receive all these bad lucks..

ye ye, solat kena jaga

but i know that there is sth else..puasa nazar? ive forgotten abt that. act, i need to byr puasa nazar for 2 days. n its all because of him. dem u. huhu

the other day, there was a meeting with client at tony romas, pavi. the new york steak wasnt yummy as compared to the curve's. was slightly smaller n..what eh? tak sedap la, to conclude

but its not the steak that i was and am frustrating abt. it is sth else. sth else that made me really spiritless to go to work anymo..

:(

just see how long can i struggle and stand despite all these 'lalats' and 'angin belantara' and ...whatever la..

merepek je post ni

tapi hati dah terkecik, mcm mana?

wuwuwuu...

nak nangis

bai

Pix

did not blog for few days now

just wana post few pix

last weekend punya activities, had lunch at Johnny's at OU. had our usual, steamboat

fried khailan with oyster sause eaten with white rice. simply marvelous

steamboat. now you see it

now u dont. huhuhu

my desert..

jalan-jalan, saw this shop jual candy

this guy is in the process of making it

huhu. he caught us taking his picture

the cutting process

at nite, dinner at warisan johor. had briyani gam daging

had a big portion of rice. gila byk. had sate somemore but forgotten to take pic

top it off with air bandung. oh heaven =)

next activity, went to KLCC but i really couldnt remember the day exactly.

Big Sis wanted to search for cardigans at MNG for her Langkawi trip, so i tagged along

had my eyes for the charm bracelet. second option next to my dream Tiff & Co. huhu

few days ago, i had several mental and physical challenges, my patience was REALLY REALLY REALLLLLY tested and it revolved mostly on the road..

GAWD!! sabar je lahhh.

i was lost on my way to Menara Star, next to Eastin Hotel (god how i hate that building now) which resulted in me breaking down in my car, shouted at someone (so sorry =( ) and cancelled my appointment with a client's customer. so unprofessional. but come to think of it, I WAS LOST, damn it. AT LEAST I TRIED. it wasnt like i didnt make any effort. ANDDDD, to make matters worst, i was given the documents late. bleurghh..not that i need to justify myself...(but i did feel guilty)...hmm, whateverrr la

anyhooo...

on a brighter note..

TODAY..after a gruesome and heated oink-oink moment (haha..) we finally had our meal at Pizza Hut. =)

my desert..delish =)

okies, daaaa

huaa

HELP~

i need a GPS..

like immediately!!

I was told that i need to go somewhere today at an unlikely hour to do sth. but yes, i am clueless as to which roads ive to use

i know that saying..'ala..dalam KL, mana boleh sesat punya..tgkla signage...bla..bla....'

but i am that type of a person who will go ballistic, menggelupur, and panic when i dont know the way to go to the place which requires me to be there asap..

oh deym

tak suke

hope it get cancelled

hope i dont get lost

oh crap, probably i will

:(

p/s : so much of holding my chin up and chant 'today must be better than yesterday'..total BS!

best roti canai ever

keeping up my words for him, so today..yea..held my spirits high and pray and hope that today will be better than yesterday

chin up and smileeee =)

so today woke up early, cooked as usual..reached office before 8 to achieve my mission

that is........

to buy the best roti canai ever

like EVER ever

like Capital 'E' ever..huhu

ive rarely eaten roti canai but this one stole my breath away, so to speak..ececece huhu

this shop is the one just beside the Putra LRT Dang Wangi beside R.A Nasi Lemak, dont know the name of the shop but the roti..walawei..so soft and puffy and..and...and...whats the exact word eh? mmmm, simply delish la

i dont know many roti canai out there so i cannot make a wise comparison but according to my Book-Of-Roti-Canai, this one tops the chart..huhuhuhu

i wana try the ever popular roti canai Mak Jah in apg jaya, this weekend perhaps..

but thing is, everytime i eat roti canai in d morn, ill be goin to the loo to you-know-what..

in fact im going after i finish up my 2 KEPING ROTI CANAI and TEH AIS..huhu

later...

oh am goin to Klang later for signing..

anyhoo

hope today will be better :=)

p/s: yeayyy...my babyblue is clean and cute again. got it washed yesterday. huhu

PATIENCE

patience is a virtue, i kid you not

no, i kid myself not

what am i saying?

you know that feeling where you just wanna get home and lie down on your bed

where you feel like everybode else is ganging up on you?

where everything is practically knew and you're slooowly learning but you stumble and stumble along the way until your heart sore and your will guttered?

where you feel like evertything that you do is useless and is at fault?

where you just want to be strong on the outside but god knows how weak u r in the inside?

....

i feel it now

i can justify myself but am too tired

actually i did, i stood up for what i believed in just now, said that it was not technically my fault but it backfired

instead of being relieved, felt let down and stupified by my own so-called braveness..

brave my ass

cant wait to get home

bleurgh

today is not my day

1st, i was late to office..well. late in my own comprehension..late as in, i only had time to eat bfast in 5 minutes before it was already 8.30a.m..

2nd, there was a slight traffic jam near my hse. apparently, there was some sort of an accident occured minutes before i passed through the route. i dont know whethet it was a motocar accident or somebody got murdered coz people were focusing on the big giant longkang there, with their cameras and all. there were polices as well, and of course, being typical Malaysian..lotsa IDIOT ppl actually stopped their car. there was this stupid motorist who was in front of me, literally slowed and STOPPED his motorbike when i was trying to wiggle my car out of the way..and there u have it, I HONK LIKE MAD. well, not entirely like MAD but enuff to let go off my frustration. hoh!

3rd, becoz of the traffic and the time consuming, i cursed like, the millionth time. F*uck is my new fav word in the car nowadays when i am driving alone. somehow or rather, felt relieved when i get the chance to curse. like. retardedly cursed. what the eff?

4th, i think i am so sel.e.bet today. got the feeling that i look like i did not take my bath this morning. what with my shirt, my HAIR in particular, my...sigh..everything la. no wonder the uncle-pit who jaga my parking spot didnt recognize me and instead of giving me my usual spot, he asked me to park far away from my usual spot. i was so lazy to argue. when i had finally gotten out of my car, he FINALLY noticed me and asked me to park at my usual spot which is tad nearer to my office. oh gosh, do i look thaaaat bad? but come to think of it, i DID my make up before on my way to the office, so i HOPE/DID think i look like human. orrrrrr was it becoz uncle was so high aka stoned that he did not recognize me from afar. hmm, could be.

5th, i am thirsty. and thirsty to da max. n as if to make my today more worst, there is no more mineral tank, or whatever u call it in the office. they'd ordered it but so far, ive not seen one. of all the days, why do u have to choose today to finish off all the water in the tank? whyyyy...whyyyy...stupid? so ended up with me sipping mama's soup, luckily i brought it with me..but i need reallll wateerrrr, DAMNIT!

6th, think i am on my menstrual cycle la. am going to have my period. coz the symtomps were there. not feeling hungry (which is sooo unusual for me on normal basis), tired, moody, feelin unattractive... :( wana go home

7th, like why suddenly all works were thrust to me? like i dont have enuff works? ok2, think this one is my fault, coz actually there are not that MANY works..but considering the amount of works ive used to get each day, today's works could be considered as 'MANY'..sigh, its not the works, its 'me'..my bad..urgh

8th, one of the things which made me more depressed is coz i did not cook one hell of a delish nasi goreng. uhuk. stupid reason, aint it?

9th, coz im broke. painstakingly broke. with the capital B- broke. like pathetically broke coz its only the second week of jan. whats with me? aishhhhhhhhhh!

10th, coz .... he knows it.

have pictures of food to post, of what i had on weekend, bu i guess, later. lunch time has ended..time for zombie-mode

B.O.S.A.N.

lalala

im sleepy

dont know why im sleepy eventho ive drink up half of my self made hot nescafe moments ago. not to mention, severals biscuits to go with it

huhu

today, lotsa things happened..

first, one of my contact lense got torn out when i was attempting to clean it out before putting it on. probably ive had tekan the lense too hard. whatever.

moral of the story according to him : DONT WASTE MONEY ON CONTACT LENSE ANYMORE
my version is : NEXT TIME DONT BUY CHEAP CONTACT LENSE. DONT EVER TRUST THEM. MUST BUY FROM ENGLAND OPTICAL

huhu..

then, early in the morning, was told to go to Klang. again. but later when ive arrived in Klang, was told to go to the customer's hse in Bkt Jelutong pulak. N yes. I had to be the driver. pftt

anyhoo, went there, settled evertyhing (mind u, the customer's hse ada dawgg..oishh..dont likey)

so went back to the office. did a bit of work. that was all

wait, didnt i mention there were lotsa things happened today, tapi nape mcm sikit je?

ohh, the Mat Pit who jaga my parking spot didnt actually mark his words coz he did not jaga my spot like he has promised. when i came back from Klang, found out that my spot has been taken over by another car. dem u pakcik-pit. huh..just hope that my babyblue selamat :(

cant wait for tomorrowwwwww.....wuwuwuwu

okies, wana pack things up and im outta here

da

AEISYA, PERMATA HATIKU

today is tiring as well.

but then again, bila je tak penat?

even hari bersuka ria pun, bila balik rumah je rasa macam malas nak mandi n nak terus tido, boleh?

today, had to go to Klang for signing but the customer made a last minute cancellation. naturally, if i was alone at that time, of course i will be pissed..but this time, i wasnt alone. had someone to accompany me. such a sweet darling, she is :)

okla..i really dont have anything exciting to blog abt. n plus, dont have the mood. wanna go sleep early as tomorrow have to rise a bit early. cant wait for Anamoxx to end her 1 week torture, so to speak. haha. then again, she'll get around $300 for being a durn blur receptionist in a multi-national communication company

i mean, for picking up and answering calls and doing other petty works that pay u $300 per week, sape tanak kan?

I NAK! huhu

cant wait for her to get her salary coz she promised me a movie and a MC-D Prosperity set once she gets her salary. weeeee :)

tapi mcm boring je nanti takde sapa nak teman gi kerja

anywaysssss,

before im off, just wanna share my 4yr old niece's creativity. Aeisya ni suka melukis..

one nite, ive stumbled upon one of her paintings...

Presenting...

Aeisya's Mama and Baba...andd, err..a cat?

Aeisya's Baba. Wambut dia ada 6 helai je. Baba dia kan in real life mcm ala-ala takde wambut..Huhuhuhu...Omaigod, see the leg, haha. Tangan dia mcm papan kayu yg patah

This is her mama.

Witness her innocence and her great love for her mama by looking at the crown atas kepala tu. Probably she thinks her mama is a princess. Awwww :)

See the hair. mana ada org rambut mcm tu beb. One of a kind. haha.

Ouh and the baju kembang2 mcm tu coz she is always talking about princess and the gown.

So i guess the kembang part is equivalent to a princess' gown. Siannnnyaaaa, i know how she longs for one. Nanti k Aeisya, ada cukup duit Auntie Ti belikan :(

emmm, ni ape ek? hahaha.. a cat, i hope? so comel :)

looking at Aeisya, i really hope that she never grows old. i hope that she maintains her age, be the cute and bubbly and chirpy and huggable and lovable and ....too many words to describe her.

i just love her cute voice waking us up every morning, and how she greets me by jerit-jerit everytime i balik keje. hilang semua stress :)

and her never ending 'why' and 'kenapa'...sikit2, why auntie ti...kenapa..kenapa dia mcm tu auntie ti...y like that? huhu

saw my Big Sis's (her mama) update in Facebook :-

''how do u answer a 4yr old kid a pondan's gender???''

haha..mcm mana nak jawap tu?

the other day, erin told me that Aeisya has asked her mama whats carrot in b.m. i was like, 'nooo, she didnt actually ask that, did she'?

it was also blogged by her mama, and that was where i get to know the story. her actual word was..

Mama...carrot tu lobak merah ke lobak orange??"

[courtesy from Big Sis's blog ---> http://punchkitchen.blogspot.com]

boleh? camno nak jawap tu? huhu

i cant wait for the day she will asks her mama...

'mama..where do babies come from'

haha...hamekkk..

:))

anyhooo...

whatever it is, Auntie Ti loves aeisya soooooo bery-bery-beryyyy much.... :)

adios. sleep time